Today I have to have a discussion with my lawyer on my employment lawsuit. Something I wish I didn't have to do, but yet I want a good outcome...so I know I have to. i just hate having to rehash everything that happened once again. I know that once it's over I'll feel better and be able to focus on other things, but in the mean time it's that anticipation and the rescripting of events in my head until its taken care of. I pray that time flies by....

So it's been a while since my last blog... not much has changed in my life to write about. I'm still job searching, as well as my husband is. We're looking at losing the house in the next few months - extremely depressing. Christmas will not be bringing Santa this year, though I think the Grandparents will have a few for Haeleigh at least. And the countdown for Rhyse's arrival has begun (16 days from today to be exact!). It's definitely the bright spot in our life right now :-) I'm feeling quite nostalgic for the Christmases of the past... my hubby and I sitting on Christmas Eve with a nice bottle of wine, platefull of cheeses and shrimp, fire nicely glowing in the fireplace and just being together for the holiday. I know that whatever is meant to happen will happen and it comforts me that I have such a good man to have by my side as we go through this transition. Life is certainly not boring for us right now. Keep us in your prayers!