Today I have to have a discussion with my lawyer on my employment lawsuit. Something I wish I didn't have to do, but yet I want a good outcome...so I know I have to. i just hate having to rehash everything that happened once again. I know that once it's over I'll feel better and be able to focus on other things, but in the mean time it's that anticipation and the rescripting of events in my head until its taken care of. I pray that time flies by....